Posted by Fallen4MyT on November 23, 2004, at 23:58:47
In reply to thanksgiving w/ the inlaws: what to do?, posted by smokeymadison on November 22, 2004, at 0:47:43
God only knows I sure do I hate the holidays and his family is O....K but I do not feel well and hate to act as I usually do..I also dislike the noise and fact we aren't close to them..they do not even know my birthday nor care. I am literaly PRAYING my doc will give me a note to show hubby to get out of this festive day :)
> Does anybody dread the holidays for the same reasons i do? it is so hard to act "normal" i mean, i have to spend thanksgiving w/ the inlaws and i just relapsed back into agitation and depression and wanting to cut up my arms. i am esp dreading the hours of conversations right after supper when i am supposed to laugh on cue and act like i am so interested in the conversation. i can't even sit through a tv show right now and i don't know what the hell i am going to do. i will just take a lot of cigarette breaks i suppose. any thoughts?
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