Posted by corafree on October 26, 2004, at 13:37:52
In reply to Re: Been Too Long At The Fair (Raitt) » corafree, posted by fallsfall on October 26, 2004, at 7:51:56
Maybe I do forgive myself, and tks for reminding me. But, I'm at the point where I'm not willing to forgive any more therapists. I keep telling them (like in math, when I was young) it is not making sense to me. I mean what are the reasons for the reasons, type thinking? My T was irreverant with me. I told her I was sad and she said 'you need to toughen up'. I've called to discuss this and she's said she would call back, but has not. I'll speak with her today if it's the last thing I do. With as much invalidation as I received since my Dad passed away, I just can't take any more. Nothing seems to come to me out of our individual sessions, and what does I don't remember, and the groups, well there are only three members, and only one is very sharing. So, when confused and want to talk, I do, but I would like to think that peers would help one another in the group. I keep thinking maybe I have ADD. Why isn't it sinking in? Maybe I just can't go, like a detached train car, w/o a hand. My therapist should be that hand and she's not. Going to call her today, now. tks cf
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