Posted by crazychickuk on August 17, 2004, at 19:54:39
In reply to Re: I seriously feel..shadowplayer, posted by woolav on August 17, 2004, at 19:29:53
Thanks for all the kind words and advice... i dont want my daughter growing up knowing i am depresed, i dont want her getting it..
I dont want social services involved i am feeling bad cus my mum isnt here to help me.. she will be bk on tuesday i think i can manage till then i had a break today she went to holidy club for 5 hrs and again thursday and friday for 5 hrs...
I try to be a good mum i really do.. i am not on any meds at the moment i been of them for a few weeks now.. i am gonna give myself till middle of september then if i am still bad i will try effexor again with a little inderal if i need it..
I so want to take my daughter out more to kiddy kingdom and stuff but its just the crowds :-( I will get there i hope.. i know there are worse of than me..
thanks again i will keep u posted..
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