Posted by crazychickuk on August 14, 2004, at 10:23:31
I so thought i was getting better, i am off al meds, my mum has gone away for 2 weeks i am trying to keep the panick and anxiety and depression away from myself.. so far so good, when i get a physical symptom i think to myself.. i had this before i was ok, or its like well i did lift that bla bla.. so i am starting to c hange my thoughts but as i am doing this, bad thing are happening again, how can i explain ok, 2 yrs ago i obsessed over a brain tumour, had my mind put at ease after mri etc etc, then it was lung cancer had chest exray then and now sometimes its heart problems, now even worse its dreams that i fear will happen in real life ? i am still getting bad dreams, my throut feels swollen and i find it hard to breath sometimes (been going on for ages) i have had 3 ecg's over the past few mnths got a 24 hr holtor monitor schedualled for september, i have even given up smoking... well first day today, i dont know why i smoke i really dont.. i cant relax because i start obsessing, these dreams i am getting are perverted and sick... i dont understand why i am dreaming these awfull dreams that i dont wish to describe cus i feel terrible and bad.. !!
sorry to grunt i just need some help and advice.. plse..
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thread:377535
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