Posted by TexasChic on August 6, 2004, at 8:25:09
In reply to Re: Self protection, posted by JenStar on August 6, 2004, at 0:19:06
Hi Jen! I'm happy to say I feel much better today. I talked with my other co-worker last night (who my boss made take notes at our meeting) and just having her confirm that the meeting was a complete farse and I never had a chance made me feel alot better. I guess I just don't trust my own judgement enough. S is being really nice to me, but she hasn't read an email I wrote her yet. It was driving me crazy because I hadn't gotten to tell her everything I was wanting to, and finally I just said, screw it, and wrote it all out. When she reads it she may want to talk. It would be cool if I could say, no, I don't think so, we're going to wait until Monday when we're calmed down (that's what she did to me that made me madder than everything else put together). But I may not have that much self control. I've decided, if a confrontation happens, I'm going to tell her that she was wrong, she jepordized my job, and ruined our friendship just because she wanted things her way and no other, and if she's not willing to accept that responsibility, then I really have no use for her. I will still be nice and chit chat, because it only makes me feel bad to keep up the silent treatment, but we will no longer be friends. And for the first time, I'm okay with that. Its like I go through a period after something bad happens, where I'm all messed up and can't think straight, but I eventually am able to get it together.
As for a job, yes I had a very promising interview that I'm really excited about. I'll let you know if I hear anything.
Thanks everyone for your support. I managed to weather another crisis with the help of babble.
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