Posted by TexasChic on August 3, 2004, at 8:16:38
In reply to Re: Work Problem » TexasChic, posted by Poet on August 2, 2004, at 17:30:38
Thank yall so much. Your encouragement means alot to me as I have no other support coming in these days. I'm not actually suicidal over this, I just found myself thinking about the pros and cons of it for the first time in years, and that really shocked me. Its not really that the internet and emails interfere with my work, its that when work is not organized in such a way that I can see what needs to be done in a certain amount of time, I tend to postpone starting (by using the interent and email). I told my boss, take it off my machine, I don't care. But if the work isn't presented differently, I'll end up doing something else to put it off. We're supposed to sit down and have a meeting between the three of us today and I'm so stressed about it. I don't know what will happen, what I'll get accused of, what my reaction will be to all of it. Keep those positive vibes coming, I'm trying really hard to stay positive and strong. There's just a certain amount of guilt even though I know its an illness that I'm afraid will show and make me look guilty. I'll let yall know how it goes.
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