Posted by rocketstar911 on July 13, 2004, at 21:56:51
Dude life is way to hard sometimes. I don't even really know what is wrong with me. Life is worth living because now I have a kid. But where I live people really suck and have all kinds of problems. My boyfriend isn't abusive but he sure is an asshole and he is mean and I don't get it. I know his mom is one wacked out lady and we don't talk too her so mabye thats why. asking him to go to the doctor is like asking for a fight. I think he is like manic depressive or something. I don't know if I should leave him or not. I have my own strange problems like feeling like everyone sucks! and lack of job motivation even thouhj I will still get a job to take care of my kid so we can do things and stuff. I feel like I am sitting on a fence all the time but I can't jump the gun on important things. It is just giving me ants in the pants. oh yeah I just stopped taking zyprexa and now I can actually get out of bed and Iv'e stopped eating like a horse. I only take lexapro now. HOnestly I don't know what drugs are good. Iv'e been given alot of stuff my whole life andonce this place gave me hadol cause I had anxiety. It was like 20mg and I had sezuries and I felt screwed up for a long time after that. God I cannot shut up I guess I will go and erad some stuff on this message board.
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thread:365847
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