Posted by TexasChic on June 24, 2004, at 16:09:53
In reply to Correction » TexasChic, posted by partlycloudy on June 24, 2004, at 14:56:59
Thank you, your words mean alot to me. She still says nothing was ever going on with her, she just knew I was mad at her about something. And since we have a history of this same scenario, (I think she's mad but she really isn't), its difficult to not blame myself. Especially when I know for a fact that I'm still pretty screwed up. I mean, I know I've made tremendous progress over the years, but with this situation, and the other friend who insisted I was making something over nothing, the evidence just points to me being at fault. My brain is in turmoil because I want to be assertive and not keep being the the eternal doormat, I just don't ever know where to draw the line. And it doesn't help matters that my whole goal in life right now is to make friends! I feel like, once I get more of a life of my own, like when I move out, maybe I won't get so upset about these types of things anymore. God I hope so.
Thanks for listening. Sorry if I sound all negative and mopey, I've just been feeling down all week for no apparent reason.
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