Posted by TexasChic on June 24, 2004, at 11:02:47
In reply to Re: This time the paranoia was justified » TexasChic, posted by Scott in Vermont on June 24, 2004, at 9:58:45
Thanks yall. It does help to have some support *somewhere*. I managed not to cry during the talk with my boss, which was a huge accomplishment for me. But I don't know if I'll be able to make it through the day without crying about my friend ignoring me.
Our office is supposed to go out together tommorrow after work, but I don't know if I should go or not. On the one hand, I don't want to give up things I want to do because of her. On the other hand, I have no desire to sit there and be ignored by her all night. Especially because people will notice and ask whats wrong and I really don't want to deal with that. On the third hand, we might end up talking if we get some beers in us.
I've never had her mad at me like this, usually we talk it out, and most times I'm the one that's upset with her. I really don't know where she's at right about this right now. She'll respond if I ask her a work related question, but that's it, not even eye contact. I think the reason I'm being calm now is because I took some Xanax this morning. I usually don't take it unless I'm having a full fledged panic attack, but I'm glad I did today.
Despite of our differences, I do enjoy her company. Plus, she's really my only friend right now. I really want to work things out, but in this situation I don't know what to do.
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