Posted by shadows721 on June 17, 2004, at 22:33:52
In reply to failed at life/ failed at death (trigger), posted by kellyr. on June 17, 2004, at 15:42:15
Kellyr,
I am not a therapist and I am sure not going to pretend to be. I don't know the perfect thing to tell you to get start a fire under your feet to get help.
Before I saw your post this evening, I thought of you today. Your posts of expressing giving up grabs my attention. I would be a lier if I didn't admit to having urges such as what you did. But, when I do have them, I know it's a warning that I need something. You see I have come close to the edge many times, but I have to hold on for others. Suicide is a very selfish way to go. When we are in this mind set, we think of only our own pain. We don't think how our actions will affect others for a lifetime, because we just don't give a hoot at that moment. It is a moment and it does pass. Suicidal thoughts only kill if you act on them. When they are coming often as yours are, you have to get into a safe environment of a hospital. You just can't trust yourself anymore. If you can't get help for yourself, then do it for the others in your life. The cost of your life is can't not be appraised in dollars.
I am just a poster and I feel absolutely helpless hearing your attempts to murder yourself. Stop this self abuse and take that little bit of energy and get help NOW, before you get any other ill fated ideas for yourself. I care and think about you and so do the others here.
(((((((KELLYR)))))))))
WE DO NOT WANT ANYTHING TO HAPPEN TO YOU, BECAUSE WE CARE ABOUT YOU!! KELLYR YOU DO MEAN SOMETHING AND YOU ARE SOMEBODY. YOU ARE AFFECTING US HERE. TAKE THAT ENERGY OF THAT RAGE UNDER THAT DEPRESSION AND GET THE HELP YOU DESERVE.Keep us posted on how you are doing. You are in my thoughts.
poster:shadows721
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