Posted by Ilene on June 8, 2004, at 22:00:53
In reply to I'm here, posted by Ilene on June 6, 2004, at 10:48:16
I haven't disappeared off the face of the earth. Far from it. Just stressed, overpopulated, and overly horizontal.
I'm just pulling out of a CFS flare-up. My husband and best friend both left after short visits; my husband will be back Thurs. night for a longer stay.
I've been getting more depressed and anxious. The first thing that usually happens when my husband visits is that we have a fight, and that sets me off. Plus the stresses of living with my daughter again, and her graduation, and the stress of moving.
I completely broke down when I discovered I hadn't sent in a check for my son's end-of-school cruise. Now it seems silly, but I have been trying hard to keep on top of things, and I feel he's gotten the short end of the stick in a lot of ways.
I started Zyprexa on Thursday night and slept till about noon on Friday. Then I slept until 9 AM for a few nights. Last night I left the windows open so I would hear the birds and other morning noises, and I woke up at 5-something. I was extremely irritable. It got better after a while. I was more-or-less okay by the time my friend left at around noon.
I wonder if my extreme irritability is a clue that I'm actually bipolar.
I'm pretty tired right now.
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