Posted by Magdalena on May 29, 2004, at 23:09:50
In reply to Redirected Lexaproers, posted by jlynne on March 13, 2004, at 1:31:16
i did it, i bailed on our plans tomorrow to go to the racetrack..my boyfriend is upset with me now, but how can i explain what i am feeling..i just feel like i want to be alone, yet at the same time i dont...i just feel really sad, like this happiness i recently found is being threatend my my illness..i just want to be normal, i want to be happy, but i keep letting people down and in turn i let myself down. i just feel like curling up with my pillow and crying for a week straight. since i bailed maybe i will start my increase tomorrow. i am such a letdown, :(
"one day i am going to grow wings, a chemical reaction, hysterical and useless.."Madgalea
poster:Magdalena
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