Posted by jay on May 24, 2004, at 23:45:49
In reply to Re: I usually don't. :(, posted by Dinah on May 24, 2004, at 19:40:15
Yes...I know what you mean Dinah! For sure...but I find I have "waves", and when I crash, I am like a beached whale..heh. My Zyprexa sucks a ton of energy out of me, and keeps every pound on me. I was thinking about this tonight...as I am on this combo of Prozac (AD), Zyprexa(AP), Concerta(Stim) and Klonopin(Benzo). It's like trying to find this balance, I think like most of us are.
Activating meds to blow the depression away...sedatives to kill the anxiety. But...I *will* say I would quadruple my meds rather than go back to a suicidal depression...any day. I still remember certain times, the worst ever in my life, I'd run a million miles to *not* feel like. (Well...I can barely walk around the block without losing my breath...heh..but hey..you know what I mean.)
~sigh
Jay
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