Posted by geri122 on May 22, 2004, at 13:53:00
In reply to Re: Baby Steps » geri122, posted by LynneDa on May 19, 2004, at 14:51:58
i don't think how i feel or ourburst are due to my period, they happen so often. When i write here, i try to be calm about all of the situations. The thing is i have a lot going on in my head. On top of the way i feel i still am a teenage girl with the everyday problems. Boys, Friends, school, so on... I have acually been so stressed that i acually got sick. I couldn't keep my food down. It's all just a lot. Im trying to be calm and rational. i don't need or want another outburst. Cheerleading is starting up and that will be a headache all in its own, but i have been working my butt off for captain, i hope that i get it, i really think through everuthing, that well be a plus. I haven't talked to my sis, i would prefere not to at this moment. I don't want her to think i am crazy, you see my friend is bi polar, and she just found ouy, she didn't take it real well i don't wnat to worry her, i am her big sis, i want her to not be afraid to "bother" me with her problems, telling her how i feel might scare her. I have a friend who i am talking to about these situations. Im really trying hard to make things good, I am going away for three weeks in July to a collge. When i get there we will get assigned a councler there i think i might talk to him or her. Try to break the ice... i might be able to acually make a conection. We will see. I will keep you posted. no doubt about that. Thanks for all of your support!
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