Posted by kamikazi_ladybug on May 21, 2004, at 9:55:04
I'm lonely in a house full of people. I afraid in a place I know I am safe. I can't leave the house because I'm afraid of people that I don't know. I'm SI even when I know its bad. My meds are "supposedly" working. I call the dr. tell him whats going on, he increases doses. I can't eat all the time..thanks to effexor xr..not that thats all bad I could use some weight loss. bright side of everything right. My best friend comes over last night telling me she can't be trusted not to kill herself, so as unstable as I am I take her to the ER. Thankfully I am not suicidal. I don't want to die does that make sense. I can cut myself to shreds but don't want to die. She was of course admitted and now I have her son.
I miss her.
Just needed to vent. Thank you.
KL
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thread:349181
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