Posted by firenrain on May 13, 2004, at 19:20:15
In reply to Re: Freefall, posted by loser on May 9, 2004, at 3:28:54
Tears welled up in my eyes when I read your posts. When you say you are a loser I feel you believe that deep in your heart. So sorry to hear you feel you have just been surviving. I can sooo relate to both feelings. The support here is priceless. I am greatful to say I feel I am just begining to come out of this funk that I've been in for about a year. I'm treatment resistant too. I have recently added Lamictal (newer anti- siezure/mood stab)now up to 200mg. along w/seroquel and welbutrin. I must say I think the fog is lifting...About the loser name, I think many of us here understand your pain. It sound like it is severe right now. I don't believe you are a loser (nor do the others it seems)and I am sorry your thpst said it was your poor attitude, when the dark glasses of depression are on every thing seems bleak. I hope you can get those glasses off soon. You are in my prayers...and FREEFALL is nice. Sincerely.
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