Posted by SandyWeb on April 27, 2004, at 1:24:48
In reply to Re: Ummmm...... » SandyWeb, posted by jlynne on April 26, 2004, at 23:59:42
15-minutes #2
Still can't sleep.
I can't stop shaking. I feel like I'm freezing. I'm just shaking and shaking.
Whoever is reading this....do NOT call the police. Only when I need them will I want them!
I'm just thinking about that woman I sat with today. We were all so devastated by the death of the paramedic, sitting in his ambulance during the hurricane, and then a tree falls on him and crushes him. Trees were falling EVERYWHERE!!!! The city was basically destroyed.....the whole province was in a state of emergency afterwards. We didn't have electricty, roads, etc. for days and days.
And he dies while out in that wild weather.
And then his wife has to sit in a hospital with someone who is thinking of taking her own life.
And I wasn't even suicidal at the time.
And yet she takes on this "case" of someone wanting to die when she has just lost her husband, who DIDN'T want to die.
That just makes me shake.
She shouldn't have been with me.
I was not the right person to be with her.
This whole thing has made me feel worse.
REMEMBER: I'M ONLY TALKING!!!!!!!!!! DON'T JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh, I'm freezing. I'm hoping back in bed. I just felt so bad that I wanted to get up and share. Aren't I nice? *smile*
Sandy
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