Re: Booze » justyourlaugh

Posted by rainyday on April 20, 2004, at 10:26:36

In reply to Re: Booze » rainyday, posted by justyourlaugh on April 20, 2004, at 9:30:02

> rainy,
> i have only been sober for 10 days..

ONLY?? I can only stay sober when my husband is at home. He goes out of town and get so lonely I crawl into a bottle. He doesn't even know about it. I feel horrible for hiding.
> during this time i have been smoking heavily and find it difficult to eat anything...
> i think about it constantly and know i cant make it..
i think about it all the time too. I know you can make it, but it is not a contest of willpower. This is a sickness of the soul, I really believe that. Don't be so hard on yourself.
> my goal was to not drink until i see my t so i could tell him how good i am doing..
> i feel he doesnt want to see me anymore.
> i see him in an hour.
> sighing too
I don't think we can stay sober for *anybody* except ourselves. Trying to impress or please others always disappoints me.
Hope your appointment goes better than you expect - post when you get back.
rainyday

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