Posted by Saltmarsh Rose on March 27, 2004, at 11:32:43
i have always had feelings of depersonalization and now am wondering if its my meds or some disorder like Aspergers.
i can't reach out to people any more and have no friends, live in my own world, i go to work, then go shopping and charge on my cc's, see my therapist and psychiatrist and that's it.
i'm bipolar with anxiety and some paranoia. my doctor has just added Seroquel(gave me samples) to help me sleep and i suspect gain weight, i have been on Li, Lamictal for many years, gabapentin, trazadone past 12-18 months.
i feel like a walking pharma commercial and its so hard to open up about this stuff so i just feel invisible at times. i feel my emotions are there but not like other people, can't FEEL anything, except for a temporray high when shopping, it also has affected my interest in other pleasurable stuff, i don't eat anything i just go shopping and then in the car driving home will eat a zone bar.
pleesse help me does anyone ever feel this way? please don't say to cut up the cards thats not the answer, i'm not in debt i'm just blowing any money that could be put to good use or saved.
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