Posted by st@cy on December 28, 2003, at 21:08:11
today i heard about a girl i knew dying in a car accident last night. my cousin told me while laughing, i got so angry i shouted, "what are you laughing about. you think it's funny???someone dies and you think it's funny??" that was the turning point of my day. it started out good. i was happy about the hockey game i went to last night and in good spirits, but then i heard the bad news and i was in a depressed mood since. it's not like i knew the girl really well, i partied with her now and again and i saw her around campus. it's just the thought that one more person i know died in a freakin' car accident. i hate car accidents. i was in one a couple weeks ago and it scarred me for life (mentally, not physically luckily for me). i don't know what to think about death, it's confusing. do i cry? do i shrug it off like nothing? what do i do? i get this pain in my chest and i become easily aggitated when i hear about it, but for the most part i feel ignorant as to how i should feel.
poster:st@cy
thread:294179
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