Posted by Jai Narayan on December 20, 2003, at 10:59:17
In reply to A Bad Day, posted by Ilene on December 17, 2003, at 21:17:49
> Thank you all for responding. Sometimes I post and no one replies. Not that there's a requirement or anything.
< I do know what that is like, since I too have had that *no posting* response.
> I don't *want* to kill myself.
<Good, I like to see that.
> My husband is coming for a visit. (He's got a job out of state--we'll all be moving in a few months.) I'm half happy and half terrified. Happy for the obvious reasons, terrified because I feel horribly guilty for being so useless, not able to keep my end of the relationship going.
<I try not to have guilt...I know it sounds easy to say. I find guilt sucks my energy down.
> I've tried maybe a dozen drugs. The only two that worked eventually pooped out.
< the alternative or meds site where everyone talks about their med problems. You might find it interesting if you haven't already checked it out.
I wish I could be more helpful. I am listening and will respond if I can.
poster:Jai Narayan
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URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20031217/msgs/291878.html