Posted by kara lynne on September 16, 2003, at 11:58:55
In reply to Re: Oh God am I up/ fallfsfall, posted by octopusprime on September 16, 2003, at 10:50:04
Good morning octo,
Yes, I am trying to plan as much activity as possible. I love your image about having my heart beat for myself--God, it gets that extreme.I admire that you don't spend a lot of time in jealousy. I've always wanted to learn more about that; it feels like it's not the 'real' feeling, but it's so compelling. I feel like I haven't gotten to the core of that, somehow. Rage I've felt. I don't like it, but I think I understand it more than the kind of primal fear jealousy invokes--that's what I was trying to say-- (although it sounds so trite) I guess it really does come down to that whole Oedipal dynamic or something. Oh, the joys of being human.
I'm off to therapy. Thank you for taking the time to give me such thougtful responses.
poster:kara lynne
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