Posted by kara lynne on August 15, 2003, at 2:57:02
In reply to re: (((fallsfalll))) » kara lynne, posted by lil' jimi on August 15, 2003, at 1:34:34
There you are! What has made you come to understand this so well-- are you just (!) being supportive, or have you witnessed something like this before? I'll take it no matter what the impetus. I especially enjoy the public service format.
This is great guys, my own personal cheerleading team. I've never had so much support. I'll try to remember these messages when I wake up stricken with thoughts of him at 3am...
And then...what should I say should we ever speak again? If he calls in the future? The more time away from him the angrier I am (recovery of self esteem), and the less I could ever 'get over' the things he said and the way he was with me. I wish I could say something clear and strong to that effect-- not that he'd be able to hear it, but for myself.
That's the next thing I'm trying to prepare for. But in the meantime, I'm
NOT
CALLING
HIM.
poster:kara lynne
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