Posted by catachrest on July 31, 2003, at 15:21:42
I'm getting really freaked out here. Why can't I cry? I get these huge upwellings of sadness, and feel wretched like I should be crying, and I want to cry, but I just sit there like a stone. The closest I can get is breathing a little differently, and a little moistening in my eyes. I feel like I would feel better, if only I could have a good cry. I find myself even at work, trying to make myself cry just for the catharsis, though it still doesn't work.
I hate this! I feel like I'm just plugged, stopped from all movement in any direction, emotionally, like I'm in stasis or something....Sigh. Nothing ever changes.
Susan
poster:catachrest
thread:247089
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