Feel selfish

Posted by jay on July 22, 2003, at 3:46:58

I hate this..I *really* do...because I want so bad to relate to people on here. I lost my only child and then girlfriend to death within one year. Just a few days ago...I was at a resteraunt and commented to the waitress that "things aren't so bad", because she looked rushed and hurried and I asked her to not worry and take it easy. Then she blurts out.."but ya...you are not pregnant!". I just fumed underneath, and didn't say anything else, and almost started to cry. I read stories of people with relationship hardships, and I feel all f***ed up and have no idea what to feel, or how to respond when I want to. This has *got* to stop...I gotta lose that 'no forgiveness' for myself or anyone else.
No forgiveness...I ask why should I??...but it should be...why shouldn't I?
Jay

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Feel selfish jay 7/22/03
Re: Feel selfish » jay fallsfall 7/22/03
Re: Feel shellfish » jay justyourlaugh 7/22/03
Re: Feel shellfish » justyourlaugh giget 7/22/03
Re: Feel shellfish lostsailor 7/22/03
Re: Feel selfish giget 7/22/03
Re: Feel selfish » giget Dinah 7/22/03
Re: Me either. :(( (nm) » Dinah Penny 7/22/03
Re: Feel selfish » jay noa 7/22/03
Re: Feel selfish--TY Everyone...I MEAN it... jay 7/22/03
Re: Feel selfish--TY Everyone...I MEAN it... » jay noa 7/24/03

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