Posted by giget on July 18, 2003, at 12:50:53
In reply to Re: Why can't I let go? » giget, posted by fallsfall on July 18, 2003, at 12:38:30
Oh.. yeah.. I forgot to tell you.
I had a wonderful experience at my parents house helping them pack. The first room was fine and quick...
Then she told me to pack away all her pictures. I am closing everything up and under a box is all of the pictures of me and him. I sat and just cryed.
I asked her later, if she had hid something and she said no... I said the pictures and her jaw dropped. She had put them there so I would not find them and did not realize when she asked me to pack the pictures. She also took alot of the pictures and put them in another room with my name on them, so I would not find them.
5 years is a long time to go from utterly in love and fullfilled to this....
I just want my old life back, to be happy for just a moment. To feel that security of a hug or a glance that tells you, you are not alone.......
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