Oh, you guys. Does it ever end?

Posted by Miller on May 28, 2003, at 9:16:51

I had a pdoc appointment yesterday. I think he and I are on the right track for the correct combination. I bought books. I had a phone interview for a new job. Yet...
Why is everything so dramatic? Why is it I couldn't sleep at all last night? I slept a total of two hours.
I realize everything can't go right at the same time. I just want to feel secure and safe for a while.
My pdoc asks me, every time I see him, if I have thoughts of suicide. After my previous experiences, there is no way I would ever tell him if I was. Will the rest of my life become a blanket of lies to ease everyone's mind?
Will there ever be a day when I can feel worthy of living? Will there be a time when good things happen and I will appreciate them? Feel I deserve them?
Does anyone have some answers???? Please ????
-Miller

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Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? Miller 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? » Miller zenhussy 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? » Miller Greg 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? » Miller mair 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? Dinah 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? » Greg Dinah 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? » Miller tina 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? » Dinah tina 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? » Miller shar 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? Devilot 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? » tina fallsfall 5/28/03
Here's one of those moments now: » Greg shar 5/28/03
Re: Oh, you guys. Does it ever end? » Dinah Greg 5/29/03
I have to tell you guys... Miller 5/29/03

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