Posted by mair on May 16, 2003, at 12:40:22
In reply to Re: intuition is telling me to quit meds » bookgurl99, posted by leeran on May 16, 2003, at 10:41:35
The first year or 2 that I was on meds I quit several times usually because I hated whatever I was taking at the time. Each time I went off, I'd feel this wonderful euphoria, which unfortunately didn't last all that long. When the crash came, as it inevitably did, I'd feel doubly depressed just for the reminder that I couldn't manage without all the pills.
I get periodic urges to quit now, although I've been on something pretty continuously for 8 years or so. Unlike you, my urge to quit generally doesn't come when I'm at my best, but rather is a rash impulse when I don't think my meds are working. What keeps me from taking the plunge are 2 things: 1) I have such a tough time getting used to a med or an increased dose of a med and I just can't bear the thought of going through that arduous process again; and 2) whether truth or old wives' tale, I'm of the impression that a particular med which has worked, may not work the second time around. There haven't been many things that have been particularly effective - I'd hate to run the risk that the few effective drugs I take (out of many many more tried) may not work if I go off them and then later have to go back on.
Your decision seems so much more positive - based on a feeling that maybe there are things you can do yourself to replace the drugs. That seems worth it if you really think you can stay with the program. I trust you'd talk this over with your doc and therapist?
Also, I don't look at natural remedies, like Sam-e as being non-drug alternatives. You're still taking pills every day and even the natural remedies have side effects for many. I tried Sam-e for awhile but abandoned it because I didn't like the side effects, and found the drug to be just too expensive. Besides, insurance probably doesn't cover it.
Good luck
Mair
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