Posted by fayeroe on April 26, 2003, at 9:04:21
In reply to Re: pax........ » justyourlaugh, posted by leeran on April 26, 2003, at 1:23:35
i've wondered for years what my parents would have been like if they had had anti-depressants. especially my mother. she filled my life with toxic feelings til i left home at 16. i even skipped a grade in school so that i could leave! how dumb was it to be a freshman in college at age 16 in the 60s? but i was out of that house and that madness and the fights and "i'd divorce you if it wasn't for Pat".........i know that i still carry guilt from that. and at age 40, i remembered being incested and that no one stood up for me.......from age 6 to 9. our history shapes us.....and all of my sisters are in denial about what went on in our household. so, i have no one to talk to about it...to sort out the feelings and the happenings. i've been to therapy for it and handled it that way. but i want that family thing. damnit! frequently, i post about something serious and i don't get a response. i hope that someone will respond to this because i haven't told this before and i need some help today. pat
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