Posted by daizy on March 9, 2003, at 14:01:58
Im trapped, I have no where to go and I have to get out of the situation Im in now.........Im living with my family who think that this Illness is my fault, they throw money at me and buy me things, thats their way of showing love, not talking about things, must keep everything inside.
Its because of them Im depressed, they argue and lie to each other, my first memories are of them fighting. Im caught up in their web, All I want to do is break free, but I have nowhere to go........
I went to Uni to try and escape, fearing I might be blamed for the lies, I took drugs, I starved myself, I shut myself away, I hate myself what more do they want from me..........
poster:daizy
thread:207440
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