Posted by tina on August 25, 2002, at 23:07:43
In reply to Re: Where does this come from?? » tina, posted by Dinah on August 25, 2002, at 22:58:04
Hey Dinah
it's midnight where I live and I'd rather be sleeping but since these damned thoughts are running so rampant.................alas, I digress.
Where the heck are you on this planet or is it midnight where you are too? and if so, go to bed girlie! You have a big site to administrate and you need your rest.......
thanks for the insight though. It's nice to know that I'm not alone in feeling worse when someone tries to tell me all the wonderful things about me. I hate it. I think I feel better when someone insults me or belittles me. That's so screwed up isn't it? It's like when I feel better if I fail at something. I think I would lose it if I ever succeeded at something. Same thing if I was to ever become what others see in me. It's just something that seems completely impossible. I am always convinced they are lying or just 'being nice' or trying to cheer me up. I can't possibly be the person they see. They must be delusional. Man, am I nuts or what?
Post-midnight ramblings.....
poster:tina
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