Posted by tina on August 25, 2002, at 22:47:09
Why is it that whenever someone says something nice about me or compliments me, the urge to kill myself gets stronger and the hopelessness grows larger? I just got an email from a friend who thinks I'm strong and smart and nice and generous and the more compliments I read, the more I wanted to run away and bury myself six feet under as soon as possible. I just feel like I'll never ever live up to the image she has of me. I don't know why she thinks of me this way. I don't want her to. I don't want anyone to.
It brings the suicidal thoughts to an obsessive point.
poster:tina
thread:29277
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