Phat dose of truth since I'm tired

Posted by Alii on June 30, 2002, at 0:49:15

Ok. Real me here. I have next two days planned out and pick partner up at airport Wednesday morning. So here is how my depressed mind thinks:
Tuesday is day to get out. Clean house. Gather necessary items for 'out' and check items off list (I'm that anal) Finalize all plans and take dog to friend's house. Return home to escape this hell that depression has wrought upon my life. (add sweeping melodramatics here)
Is this twisted or what? But this is my mind and the way it/I think(s).
I am not actively suicidal nor seeking to become that way....I shopped for food...have been eating ok and taking pills almost on time.....doing my best with the sleep thing........
being without a therapist this is place I come now......
not looking for answers nor suggestions.....I've got plans so that my depression doesn't get away with any dastardly plans for me.
-Alii

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Phat dose of truth since I'm tired Alii 6/30/02
Re: Phat dose of truth since I'm tired » Alii IsoM 6/30/02
a little clarity » IsoM Alii 6/30/02
clarity...hah! what a crock Alii 6/30/02
just because I know the face of my demon... Alii 6/30/02
clarity, hurt feelings, and more » Alii beardedlady 6/30/02
Beardy! Alii 6/30/02
I just want to help. Don't feel worse. (nm) » Alii beardedlady 6/30/02
this is what happens when.... Alii 6/30/02
am I looking for this? Alii 6/30/02
relentless waves of depression... » Alii IsoM 6/30/02
Re: Phat dose of truth since I'm tired SusanG 6/30/02
amber waves of grain... mmmmm grain..... » Alii kid_A 6/30/02
Re: Phat dose of truth since I'm tired ShelliR 6/30/02
You would be so fun to meet/know in person! (nm) » kid_A SandraDee 6/30/02
lawdy lawdy look what my mind has brought forth Alii 7/1/02
you sound a little better! » Alii beardedlady 7/1/02
funny, sometimes I can barely stand to be myself (nm) » SandraDee kid_A 7/1/02
Re: clarity, hurt feelings, and more - beardedlady Angel Girl 7/2/02
Re: just because I know the face of my demon..Alii Angel Girl 7/2/02
Re: relentless waves of depression... » IsoM Alii 7/2/02
Re: be thou laid with the uncircumcised? » kid_A Zo 7/3/02
Re: Can we go back to that word ugly. . (nm) » Alii Zo 7/3/02
going back to that word ugly.... » Zo Alii 7/4/02
Re: this is what happens when.... » Alii Zo 7/5/02
Re: relentless waves of depression... Gabbi 7/11/02

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