Posted by Chloe on May 11, 2002, at 18:37:18
In reply to Re: Mother's day, lost garden post... » IsoM, posted by Chloe on May 11, 2002, at 13:41:30
Wow,
What a mess I have been for 36 hours...The sun started to go down, and I began to "snap out" of this psychotic rage I slipped into.My word, it can be so terrifying, because this time I was not sure that I wasn't going to hurt myself. I don't know why, but I have started the rapid cycling again. And when I get in that pattern, the downs get more intense with each episode. Something is going to have to be done to my meds, if my shrink will ever call! I just wish the AP's were still available to me. But I have mild TD in my mouth already from years of typicals.
I just so hope that I can stay relatively "sane" for several hours (and get to Monday). I was so scared and disconnected and furious. Some how I have to establish a support system for myself for when I crash...
thanks for listening
C
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