Posted by Krazy Kat on October 19, 2001, at 10:10:39
In reply to suicide triggers » Jane D, posted by Shar on October 19, 2001, at 8:42:48
I feel more as Jane does. I have never actually made an attempt, so perhaps I am in a different category, but when So Very Close, the outside world meant nothing. It was all within me, the ugliness, and just the horrible physical pain. I was blinded by the pain. Derealization comes to mind. There was no ability to connect to anything of this world, which made the concept of leaving it that much easier.
At this point, I had no thoughts for family or friends, since they, too, exist here. I just wanted to stop the pain.
- K.
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