Posted by kid_A on August 19, 2001, at 22:07:19
In reply to Re: poetry and accidents » kid_A, posted by sar on August 19, 2001, at 3:25:07
> i don't know, i just don't trust the club business. i've only worked in strip clubs but i would imagine a similar mentality exists in dance clubs.
i know the strip club game, and its a little worse there w/ the managers etc etc, you have a high % of managers that are totally coked out and just shady to begin with, its hard to deal w/ for some girls, and some girlfriends that I know don't like the atmosphere to begin with much business wise...
>computers...what is a downtempo CD? i'm
i hate computers, they are just a tool, i am an artist by heart, but by designer i mean, graphic designer, so i use computers as a tool to desgin, so i am designing the art for a cd right now for a friend's company, downtemp = kind of like slow hip hop w/ out hip hop vocals, kind of like hip hop beats w/ out the hip hop.... but relaxed and mellow... maybe some vocals, but chill...
> well, i was 19 yrs old and had switched from stripping to cocktailing...
well then they probably wanted you to PUSH the drinks, to get people to buy the alcohol, they didnt want the soft cell out of you, i totally understand now, since you've mentioned where you worked... its all hard sell... get the customer to shell out for the booze... just typical strip club modus operandi...
>plus, as i told you, i'm no broad.
of course not, your a human being......
> so are you back? they should know from experience that any night befor thursday typically aint good...shit man, monday nights are the worst!
im back i think on wednesdays, which is trouble since the person who is in there now is a friend and it's his last vestige of anything since he's not doing fuck all else... but yeah, the owner wants me in there... wednesdays is not a bad night, hump night, and i think i could get it jumping again....
> hey man, the rock n roll lifestyle is like, destroying a hotel room or buying champagne for a bunch of call girls. it's not passing out on asphalt.
yeah, we know... its just a stupid lesson that we have to learn again and again... well hopefully i learnt it for the last time... i had the guy who did my mondays come up to me on saturday and all try to be buddy w/ me out of keeping the peace, thats cool and all but it really doesnt matter, i just cant help it that im some sensitive bitch... passing out in a safe place is good, i know better now...
>have you heard of the "multifier effect"? i truly believe in it. druggie/drinker that i am, i won't and don't mix? why? cux its disgusting
heard it, done it, suffered for it, yes yes yes, i try not to be so stupid anymore but i still do... when we think that just one little thing more will take us beyond where we are, that we need it.... it just pushes us over the limit....
> i don't know if i do, but i hope so...i know the club lufe, funk that shite...you're daring to pursue it. i'm not made of the same suff.
yes, its stupid its sacred and its profane, its limitless heartbreak and cliffhanging and skydiving, and stupid repetivive stress disorder, i cant believe that i need to go to the drug store to buy some nail polish remover to take off this black nail polish (i told you im rock n roll), at 11:00pm... but i do... yes you do understand, i can tell from your words, so thank you again, i felt so shit tonight until i talked to a friend, at the last moment (all over wednesdays)... but who knows... its all up in the air and scatered by wind, and obscured by clouds... thanks for being sar.....
much much much love,
k_A
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