Posted by NikkiT2 on July 17, 2001, at 17:37:19
In reply to Really Bad Day, posted by Roo on July 17, 2001, at 16:11:41
Hugs are all i can give you right now... But I think, and am scared, that I know how you feel..
(((((hugs)))))
Nikkixxxx
> please help me...maybe not advice, but just comfort or
> 'yeah, i been there and it sucks'. I think my relationship
> is about to end, and I am the one ending it, after about
> a year on working with issues with a couple's counselor,
> it seems i'm right back to square one: I just don't feel
> right in my heart about this guy. He's wonderful, but I
> don't think he's right for me. Anyone have that experience--
> wonderful person, but not right? God it hurts so bad. And
> I feel like such a shitty person, b/c he loves me. I wanted
> it to work so bad, but I feel like I just have to face
> the fact that it's not going to, that I can't change my
> feelings. I hoped I could and I tried really hard. I wish
> this didn't make me feel so bad about myself. I feel i'm
> doing something wrong b/c I'm going to be causing so much
> pain--but what's my alternative? Marry someone when it
> dosen't feel right to me? That's no good for either of us.
> I dread all the pain that lies ahead of me. The loss for
> myself and the pain I am going to cause my boyfriend. God
> help me.
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