Posted by shelliR on July 11, 2001, at 10:14:14
In reply to headache, posted by sar on July 11, 2001, at 2:59:07
Hi Sar. Along with creating your own adventures, you obviously have the capasity to create your own confusion and chaos.
You are not ugly, and you are not the first girl to have meaningless, empty sex and to afterwards regret it. (There is definitely some of that in my past). But sex today carries the possiblity of much more dangerous consequences than it did years ago.I am worried for you. Unless a condom was used, you need to get tested for the small possiblity of AIDs. I also worry that you will waste a tremendous creative potential as a person because of drinking. I don't know if you really will ever be successful by trying to cut back on drinking, or if the only way for you is to completely stop. And that takes a full commitment both from your heart and your head. You have klonopin to help you through now, but only you know when you're fully able to make that commitment.
I hate that I sound like I am lecturing you, but it is out of concern, not judgement. I don't want you to look back on these years of your life with regret.
the best, shelli
p.s., lecture will NOT be repeated in any subsequent posts ; I am a one-time lecturer! :-)
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