Posted by dreamer on July 7, 2001, at 16:52:55
In reply to Re: is suicide ever rational?__________________no. » kazoo, posted by NikkiT2 on July 7, 2001, at 7:03:58
I just know that it will be me that decides when to die not to be eaten away by some of lifes nasty deseases .
Probably when I'm happy which seems odd but it would be like a kick in the face of life a life I've never felt I'd belonged to.
Recently I had a strange kinda near death event/vivid dream with the usual tunnel senario I had a choice and got frightened that it could be just as hellish as this place. Put me off suicide felt better and grounded afterwards.
Have attempted suicide with various pills always woke up feeling better my liver would dissagree though.
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