Posted by tdaneen on February 5, 2001, at 11:10:23
In reply to tdaneen - How go the custody wars? , posted by ksvt on February 4, 2001, at 20:23:36
Well, I've been better. This weekend has been tough. I have felt really down. I've only been on Effexor for three months, and I'm wondering if it is working. I think I've come to the conclusion that it is my diet. I've been eating WAY too many carbs. I'm going to start refining my diet and eating what I have my daughter eat.
Another down note, I've started to have flash-backs again. F@##@$ great timing. Not only did I think I had THAT in a place I was ok with, I've been involved with a wonderful man for sometime now, and the physical part of the relationship has been great too. Now I have THAT cropping up too. He has just met my parents and has been getting along with them. That is a first for me. I have not had my parents ever get along with anyone before.
I'm not sleeping well, I've started to stay in front of the TV until I pass out just to keep my mind from spinning out of control. I'm worried.
My therapist thinks I'll do very well if I have to go into an eval. She realises that my STBX is verbally and emotionally abusive, and he has preyed upon my illness to keep me under his thumb. She thinks that any evaluator worth their salt will see right through that, and realize what is and has been going on.The truth? I'm tired of being strong. I need a vacation.
Are you sorry you asked?
I just needed to vent I guess.
Thanks.T
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