Posted by Lexie on December 6, 2000, at 18:31:17
In reply to Re: Is this the definition of Bi- Polar? » Lexie, posted by Ted on December 6, 2000, at 10:47:25
Ted
I am so glad you said what you did about the closet. You didn't know but just Tuesday I told my therapist that sometimes I felt like going into the closet and he looked like he was going to laugh. So out of embarrsement I said it was OK go ahead and laugh. It wasn't Ok it really hurt my feelings. Tonight my son looked at me and said "Mommy are you sad?" and I said "No" Why? and he pointed to the corners of his eyes and said, "because you have a little sad in your eyes", this is so much for a 5 year old. I just wish I could go away, I think he would be better off without me. I spent 9 years working at a Funeral Home ( I don't work there anymore, obvious reasons)I would read the death certificates of people that killed themselves just to get idea's. How brave they were. I used to work there service and think why didn't you ask for help? Now I guess I know the answer somethimes no amount of help is enough. I guess you can tell I am really hurting. Enough of your time. Lexie
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