Posted by shellie on November 27, 2000, at 9:23:13
In reply to Argh!, posted by Racer on November 26, 2000, at 21:04:27
> I start a new job tomorrow. Yesterday, my SO took me shopping and bought me new clothes, spent more money on my wardrobe than I'd spent in the last five years put together. He even bought me a bottle of cologne, Guerlain even! Still, I'm the most hideous creature, fat ugly stupid sloppy useless worthless, and all that. Don't forget so screwed up that even drugs aren't enough to help. THis is where that wretched doctor's words come back: 'the drugs are working fine, but you've got so many problems, drugs won't help you.'
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> On top of it all, I'm so afraid that this is going to ruin this job for me, which puts even more pressure on me.
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> OK, who wants to step in and fix my brain? C'mon, someone, anyone? Please?Hey Racer, congratulations on getting a new job.
As kvst said, they do not see you as fat ugly stupid sloppy useless worthless. This is one of the times, NOT to trust yourself about your feelings. Try to let your feelings receed to the background of your mind and try seeing yourself as they do--bright, attractive, and useful to their company. If you have two sets of feelings, consciously pick the positive (you can always deal with the balance later). Good luck, Shellie
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