Posted by Racer on October 20, 2000, at 1:09:12
In reply to Racer's post, posted by ksvt on October 19, 2000, at 20:48:47
You're so kind!
The depression has a lot to do with my own fantasies of getting a good job because I'm good, rather than going through the grind of trying to force people to look at me.
Plus, I may have another problem: while I've always wanted children, this wouldn't be a good time. This would be a rotten time. I'm not sure yet, and even if I am, I have a history of early miscarriage.
But I have felt strange for a week or so, and it's starting to feel as though I'm being introduced to 'someone', if that makes sense...
Timing ain't everything, eh? I'll let you know what happens, but something's certainly playing a number on my emotions. I'm ready to laugh -- then cry! In a split second, and everything seems more important than it is.
And it's not fun feeling sick to my stomach so often...
I'm pretending that it's just worry, and that I'll get over it. Then, if I'm wrong, it won't hurt so much...
Thanks for thinking of me, though.
poster:Racer
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