Posted by rjlockhart on May 12, 2007, at 14:28:39 [reposted on May 12, 2007, at 17:01:24 | original URL]
I didnt take my bipoler medication today.
Even when i do take it, i know am getting very, well almost calling the cards on my freinds, telling it like is, because in my "view" they are rude to me and only call when they need something.
I think i am inheriting a very bad way of my family, getting mad, oversomething that is not that big, but in my mind is big.
I want to sometimes just lash out on to them but no keep my kool, there is this girl that is rude as there is, i give her the definate evil eye when i see her. She just rolls her eyes, i want to almost grab her and slap her or punch, which ever she deserves, my dad is a criminal law attorney for 35 years, i think he can deal with her hissy fit.
She has been told she has been rude, she just doesnt care, "ok, well lets go shopping" i mean i going to pay some one to take a punch at her.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR god im mad i dont know why.
Is my view of the world or friends disorted? maybe to where im thinking way out of "preportion" i dont think so, maybe sometimes.
I still need, when im around socials i just dont want to be there, but you know i have to socislize or you look awkward.
I need your guys help.
Rj
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