Posted by rjlockhart on February 2, 2006, at 21:24:50 [reposted on February 2, 2006, at 23:00:59 | original URL]
I have been in a outpatient mental insitution for mental instability. I cant belive this is happening, i just cant. Well its the Millwood Excel outpatient services.
My mom has became my enenmy, she has taken me off my medication and i am having withdrawl symtoms (Dexedrine -dextroamphetamine) she is manipulative, she will drive anyone insane.
I have to get up and do something and get out of here this envirment, my house. I have to get a job, i had one but i quit (blockbuster), a couple months ago. I need to get a job. This has affected my education, collage classes i had to drop classes for this. My mom I want to punch so hard. She screams, proficies as she is a prohet "i can see it, the cave....where coming out of it. i can see the light." Stop being delusional.
What just happened, i cant even belive this is happening. What and why?
I am getting out of here, i have to.
Why do i have someone that is my enenmy that is my mother, she shouts, she doenst know what to deal with. I am going to my dad's (real) and telling him everything and if i can move in with him, although he is psychotic in beliving in masonary. It is better than this. My mom would fight on the floor both psychotics back in the 80's.
Please someone give me some feedback.
Matt
poster:rjlockhart
thread:605704
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