Posted by Judith22 on January 27, 2006, at 20:01:23
I met someone who seems to be a really nice guy on a personals site. He seems to be into me, and he doesn't talk about sex all the time and his intention isn't to get me into bed (at least I don't think). He's not into games or drama. You'd think I'd be happy. But I'm not. I'm scared. I've noticed a pattern with boyfriends I have. My social anxiety gets 10 times worse when I have a boyfriend. Meeting and going to family / friend gatherings is torturous. I don't want to put myself through that again. I want to do things for me. and I want to have friends. I want intimacy and I want sex. But I'm scared of being in a relationship because of how I've felt in them in the past.
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thread:603617
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