Posted by Judith22 on January 15, 2006, at 22:11:45
In reply to Re: Being needy-obsessed?, posted by Judith22 on January 15, 2006, at 21:45:58
I used to be happy. It was before my exboyfriend and after a bad time in my life. After the bad time happened, I worked really hard on improving myself emotionally and making myself happy. I found babble, and I went to therapy, and I was happy. Then I found my exboyfriend and he was amazing to me. But I got so attached. It ended up not working out, not because I was attached but for other reasons. But after we broke up I was so lonely. And now I'm back to where I was 2-3 years ago. I'm getting attached to guys who just want sex out of me. Getting attached to people who can't be there as much as I crave them to be. Why do I crave? I want to work on myself again. I want to get myself happy again. I don't want to f*ck myself over. I don't want to be maladaptive anymore. I don't want to hurt myself anymore.
poster:Judith22
thread:599125
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