Posted by alesta on December 29, 2005, at 14:01:18
well, this has been one hell of a couple of days..i wasn't going to post of my travails cause i thought it might make it worse and didn't want to depress ppl...but i think i need to..cause i feel like cr*;
i have recently been bullied by 3 different women..i've never been bullied before, didn't think i was the type of person to end up in that situation, and was particularly distraught a couple nights ago..i mean i was beyond upset..i wanted to *die*. and these women hurt with their words, not their fists...(although i was hit several times by one..a slap kind of hit on the arm several times, so not particularly painful or harmful physically..don't worry:))
these women all are so hateful...i've been nothing but *totally* nice to them. an administrator i talked to says he thinks they're jealous of me. i think he's probably right..but i have always been so unbelievably nice to them...it amazes me...
and today, on another note, i broke up with my bf after i saw him flirt w/ another girl. so it is OVER. i am definitely taking a LONG break from relationships.
i am all out of sorts. and not feeling particularly happy. god, is there any way to feel better? there are a lot of other things that already sucked, and now this.....
well, things can only go up, right?
hopefully i will feel happy soon...
can i plug into this love grid thing please...(reference to a post by damos)
sad and needing a boost,
alesta
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thread:593114
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