Posted by heatherann on October 22, 2005, at 13:46:35
Im in a rut where I don't have enough outside support. All of my 'problems' - depressive negativity, paranoid thoughts - all end up at the feet of my boyfriend - who I live with. I adore him and we are buying a home together - I am beating the hell out of myself for having 'nothing to offer' him.
[give me a break though, right? i'm depressed so my head is just rearing to keep me down. none of this thinking is very 'real']
anyway - i don't want to ruin this relationship just because i'm having a difficult time reaching out these days. Not fair to either of us. I need some perspective, so here i am.
thanks for listening.
poster:heatherann
thread:570428
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/relate/20051002/msgs/570428.html