Posted by woolav on September 2, 2005, at 13:55:14
In reply to Re: I think my marriage is over.... » woolav, posted by Phillipa on September 1, 2005, at 21:06:30
Everything was starting to get better. But, he re-opened the past. If you rem. I was talking to men online. But, apparently he has still been checking my old yahoo screen names and emailing some of ppl i chatted with, trying to find out if i had sex with any of them. (i didnt) but it doesnt matter. He is threatening me now, saying if i dont tell him the truth, then he will divorce me. Well, when i tell the truth, its not what he wants to hear. Then he calls me a liar. I told him it seems he wants me to lie and make up some story of a sexual rondavue. He was pushing and pushing me last night saying if i just told the "truth" we would work things out. Well, the truth he wants me to say would actually be a lie, if that makes sense. So, i said yeah, i did it. Then, like a snake, he pushes me and says im a nasty whore. I dont think at this point there is any hope. He doesnt believe the truth and there is nothing i can do to change it. I feel like im am being held together with little pieces of glue and its going to come undone. Im scared, not for myself, because i dont care, but for my daughter. I know she wants a mom, but i feel like this and dealing with my freak parents is too much for me. I can picture myself so peacefully on a mountain or high building and just putting my arms out and falling........
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